ok I am desperatley trying to fin a persons journal because I just remembered one her stories but I not being able to find her journal. I know who the author is so if anyone can give me the link to blackeyedwicka's journal i will be your interenet slave! Much appreciated gracias.

Basics
Hello there, what should I call you?: The Party Song (Forever the sickest kids)
What are you known for/as?: College Kids ( relient K)
How old do you act?: tom waits (the fall of troy)
Where are you from?: Dani California (red hot chili peppers)
How would you say your love life is doing?: Chemicals react (Aly and AJ)
What best describes your gender?: When I go out I'm going out on a Cahriot of Fire (Escape the fate
More Stuff :D
What do you eat for breakfast?: Drowning Sucks (dane Cook)
What do you like to on rainy days?: Blown Away (shiny Toy guns)
What would your mum say if she knew what you were up to?: Man in the box Aliceinchains
How do you cope with reality when things get difficult?: blood (MCR) hehehe
If you could do anything at this very moment you would...: Bury me in black MCR
What really makes you happy?:Shake it (the maine)
Sad?: Here is gone (goo goo dolls)
Your secret desire is (to):: The great escape (boys like girls)
Just how far are you willing to go?: Hey Brittany (FTSK)
Where were you last night?: Falling on (finger Eleven)
You'd most likely become famous for?: Something In your mouth (Nickelback)
Family
Most people think your mom is...: Cheek to cheek (the starting line)
While others believe she is quite:stay young (we the kings) more acurate
Some people would describe your dad as:You're so gay (katy perry)
But you really think of him as: Pirelli's Miracle Elixir (Sweeney Todd)
Your family views you as: I can't get enough (blood on the dance floor)
Future
Your wedding will be like:Crazy Bitch (buckcherry)
The first song you dance to is going to be: your guardian angel (rja) thats our song and its kind of creepy
During the honeymoon, you'll constantly think to yourself:: Can't stop the Beat (Hairspray) hahaha
Your job is going to be: money and hoes (blood on the dance floor) bahaha
Your kid(s) are going to constantly remind you of: Have a drink on me ( ACDC)
The worst thing that will happen to you is: Why don't you get a job (offspring)
Your clothing will make people think:Topless (breaking Benjamin)
Whenever something good happens, you'll:By the Sea (Sweeney todd)
but when something bad happen you will curse: damn you look good and im drunk (cobra starship)
These Songs Describe...
your current mood?: Build me up buttercup (New found glory cover)
last night?: Who knew (pink)
tomorrow?: Slow down (the academy is)
the last person who talked to you?: Navigate me (Cute is what we aim for)
your romantic interest?: Love fool (new found glory)
your overall future?: ready set go (tokio hotel)
what most people think about you?:I'm your favorite drug (porcelain and the tramps)
your current annoyance?: Never ending story (within temptation)
YOU YOU YOU
your eyes are (like): Waking the demon (bullet for my valentine)
you personality has always been: awww dip (cobra starship)
when you were younger you wanted to:gimme more (britney spears)
but now that you're older your focused on: becoming the bull (atreyu)
you'll never stop looking for:first day of the rest of our lives (mxpx)
in the end your life will be defined as: going steady ( pink spiders)
Funeral: someone must get hurt ( she wants revenge)
the most accurate cause of your death?: vacation to hell (chiodos)
your mother and father will feel...: how to save a life (the fray)
your friends will think...: wake me up when september ends (green day)
the song played?: tonight (cartel)
Heaven or Hell
As you enter, the angels will sing:: ready to fall (rise against)
God will point at you and yell:: It's not my time (3 doors down)
You will feel::I hope you choke ( blood on the dance floor)
Some of the stuff going through your head:: decode (paramore)
You'll find people you know and think:: Smack that (akon)
If you're sent to hell, the Devil will laugh and say:: Heartless (a day to remember)
while you close your eyes and think:: Angel in the night (basshunter)

How dumb are you?

[x] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[x] You have been called a blonde
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[x] You sang them to make sure
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[x] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling
[x] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break/lose a lot of things.
[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

1. Where were you THREE hours ago?
umm in bed
2. What do you think of your LAST kiss?
hehe it was amazing as per usual
3. Are you wearing SOCKS right now?
yup
4. When was the last time you went out of STATE?
yesterday i think
5. Have you been to the M0VIES in the last 5 days?
si senor
6. What did you see?
TWILIGHT
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
hott chocolate
8. What are you wearing right now?
jeans my DC's a cami with a sweater over it
9. What was your last purchase?
stride gum
10. Last food you ate?
clementine
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my dad
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
haha pretty much everyday
13. Do you have a pet?
a dog and a guinea pig
14. What did you do last night?
eat lol
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
anywhere that is far enough away fro me to not have to work
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
a book?
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
my nightmares
19. What’s your favorite soup?
ramen
20. Do you miss anyone?
my grandma
21. Last movie you saw?
the notebook
22. What are your plans for the day?
working and having no social life
23. Did you have fun today?
no
24. Who is your last text message from?
sexy rachel
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
hahaha no i got to a school for genuises
26. What do you know about the future?
food and work
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
idk
29. Do you have a tan?
hahaha yeah ok
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
never
31. Did you meet anyone new today?
this guy at wawa
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
my ears but otherwise not yet
33. How do you like your soda?
im not allowed to have it i get hyper
34. Do you like hot sauces?
on celery
35. What are you doing tomorrow?
i have no idea
36. What day is tomorrow?
saturday
37. What is your current mood?
bored
38. Why?
im alone
39. Do you remember the first person you ever kissed?
johnny? i think
40. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
i have a boyfriend
hopeless though, because of his silly girlfriend. I can't even hate her for taking him from me because she's so NICE
41. If you could be on a TV show, which one would it be?
idk made?
42. Why?
its the only one i can think of
43. Have you ever watched a movie and just “had” to do what they did?
hahaha yes
44. Do you have a “face” you make in the mirror?
its usually a fishy face so i can do my mascara
45. Ever use someone else’s toothbrush?
no
46. Do you like/love the person you got this survey from?
i dont know her but sure why not
47. Can you whistle?
sort of
48. Can you wiggle your ears?
nope but my bf's niece caN AND SHES 5
49. You have a song that comes on that you just “have” to turn up and sing to?
any song i know lol
50. Who are you thinking about righteveryone im trying to shop for christmas in my head

so my parents decided to go to paris and now im stuck with my little brother and hes being a fucktard and yeah this blows

When I was little and growing up I always wanted to be famous. I just never thought I’d get famous this way. I never thought I’d be famous for working a pole, for moving my not too slim body up and down a metal pole. Every night I watch desperate men and women come into this hell hole and they stick money in my underwear.
I used to wonder how it came to this me being stuck here with no way out. Well after one long night off of reflection I figured it out. See I started this just for a little money during college. Huh, college there’s where all my problems started. Drinking, drugs it all became part of the routine in college. Then I got behind on payments to the dealer’s and had to drop out of college and start here full time to pay off the debt.
Then when I was done with drinking and drugs I was caught in another dangerous circle of pole dancing. I remember one night I had a private party those would bring in big bucks. I sauntered into one of the back rooms, as I entered I was caught dead in my high heeled tracks as I came face to face with my employer for the night. Frankie Iero. He was famous everyone new him singer, guitarist, and heart throb. He looked up at me and I saw a mischievous twinkle in his eye as my breath hitched. Everyone knew he was gay, sent every gay guy’s heart a flutter and made every girl cry.
After regaining my composure I casually walked up to him swinging my hips a little more than necessary and informed him I’d be the entertainment for the night. That spark caught fire as I sat on his lap and moved my hips in a way no man should be able to. Of course I had to entertain his entourage as well that was not quite as fun. I spent most of the night on Frankie’s as it looked like he was paying. It was at the end of the night after being paid generously that I regrettably wandered away.
I made my way back to the dressing rooms. Just as I started to peal off my vintage flapper’s dress and heels I heard a quick knock on the door. After slipping on a pair of my tight jeans and a tight shirt I answered the door. A rather childish and shy looking Frank Iero stood in my presence and I could do nothing but move to the side when he asked permission to enter. He was looking anywhere but myself when he asked my name. Smiling I informed him I was Gerard Way. I barely noticed him whisper it to himself and then smile at the floor.
Suddenly lips were on mine and I was pressed between a door and a hard place (if you don’t mind the pun). Finally after dwindling air we pulled away only so I could be pushed onto my couch and stripped of my clothing. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me, Frank Iero wanted me! After a painful preparing Frank slowly pushed into me with more care then I thought I deserved. After the pain subsided into pleasure and his thrusts got harder, I was muffling my screams with the pillow to my couch. Panting hard Frankie came into me.
My own hard on still raging Frankie worked his way slowly down my body with kisses until he took me into his glorious mouth. He took my hands twisted them in his hair and told me to fuck his mouth. After a couple minutes of me staring dumbfounded I rocked my hips until my body exploded into his mouth. Oh, the glory of that mouth. Exhausted and drained we drifted off into sleep in each other’s arms.
I awoke to the blinding sunlight blazing my eyes. I rolled over trying to find the body I had fallen asleep with but of course it was gone. How could I think that he honestly cared, that he would ever remember my name? After spending my miserable day at home pigging out and watching TV, I headed back to work at the club.
Another private party just what I needed. I did my best to swing my hips and move like no man should but I just couldn’t. I was early for the party so I sat in my cocktail dress all made up feeling like my prom date ditched me. I’d heard no one enter when a voice I shouldn’t recognize whispered, “So I was thinking, since I put out on the first date, you should probably agree to dinner.” I lifted my head to see his glorious face just inches from mine, and as our lips, I could feel that spark that was in his eyes. Two years later, I still work a pole but this, well this one feels better. And the ring around my finger makes me feel like I do deserve that much care and love. Life on the road with my rock star well its just perfect.

yes i couldn't resist another song based title
and also dedicated to the_mourning cause i owed her a present

Title: So What?
Author: randomxepiphany
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don't know 'em.
Summary: So what if he said no. he wouldn’t cheat on me would he?



“So What,” I say to myself. Sure my boyfriend said no to sex for the first time in god knows how long we’ve been dating. And so what if he is out right now with his ex-GIRLFRIEND turned best friend. I mean he wouldn’t cheat on me, would he? I’m Frankie fucking Iero. I may be small but I’m a freaking rock star, and you know he may be the lead singer of our band, but so what.
Since today is one of the hotel days I roll over in the bed I should be screwing my boyfriend into but no instead he is out shopping. In my annoyance I lull off into I restless sleep. I jolt awake hours later to a loud clamor of my boyfriend tripping over the only bag in the room. I try to work up the best glare I can while rubbing at my eyes.
He puts down the one small bag he has and crawls across the bed to lay behind me. Still irritated from the earlier rejection I ignore his presence as much as possible. He whispers lightly “hey baby did you miss me cause I was thinking of you the entire time I was shopping.” Really my mind was ignoring him, my hardening erection on the other hand, well I’m male what can I say? I ugh in his general direction and continue to “sleep”. “you know baby your so hot when you sleep and I got you a present so hold out your hand.” He says in a husky voice I would recognize in a coma. Just to be compliant (and so I don’t get denied more often) I hold out my hand behind my back. Snap the sound of metal clicking into place. And then again but this time its around my wrist! I look up at the bed to see he’s handcuffed me to the freaking bed.
I roll over only far enough that it cause minimal pain and find myself face to face with a mischievous Gerard. My eyes are rapidly alternating between him and the bed post I am now connected to. Right next to my ear, while his hand is in an unmentionable place, he sighs “ Sorry about this afternoon babydoll but I thought we should mix it up, you know to keep it interesting.” And yeah that growing hard on just got it’s own zip code. We don’t even have to ask questions I know he’s going to ride me, and he knows he won’t be able to walk tomorrow.
Slowly, much too slowly for my taste, he pulls my boxers down with his teeth kissing my tip on his way up. He discards of his boxers and is straddling me faster than any horse could handle. He slides down onto me and the immediate heat is just something you can’t help but have your eyes roll back at. He waste no time picking up the pace needing the contact as much as I do. Noticing the slight pain on his features I tilt my hips up and instantly the pain is replaced to sheer pleasure as I hit his prostate.
I go to grip his hips remembering only then that one of my hands is unable of movement. Even in the heat of the moment he finds the air to giggle at my restraint. He continues to ride me when I feel close I grip the one hand I have around his erection stroking him as close to his times as I can. As I see white he screams my name probably causing Mikey and Ray in the next room to wish they had Bob’s spot down the hall.
He climbs off of me and releases my hand from the handcuffs. So what if he told me no earlier. And so what if I had to spend the day in this stupid hotel. I may have the moves of a rock star but my boyfriend had the moves of a porn star. “So,” he whispers, his voice still breathy, “should we keep the handcuffs?” and god if I didn’t orgasm at the words.
He climbs off of me and releases my hand from the handcuffs. So what if he told me no earlier. And so what if I had to spend the day in this stupid hotel. I may have the moves of a rock star but my boyfriend had the moves of a porn star. “So,” he whispers, his voice still breathy, “should we keep the handcuffs?” and god if I didn’t orgasm at the words.

Yeah that got your attention didnt it ^^

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ok so i've been away for a week on vacation and i talked to my boy everyday and he doensnt get to see his friends much after he moved to live with his sister but i see him atleast twice a week. ok i left last saturday he spent thursday friday and today over his friends house and i called him today to ask if we were hanging out when i got him and he told me he couldnt he was going to a family party with his friend but i talked to him later and he went to his other friends house instead who lives within walking distance of me but didnt call me even though i've been gone for a week maybe its just my pms but im kind of annoyed by that since ive been gone but i also understand cause hello he hasnt seen them in almost a month is it just my pms or do i have a reason to be annoyed answer honestly sugar coating annoys me.

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favorite Movie:

5. Favorite Song:

6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

9. Do we know each other outside of LiveJournal?

10. Whats your philosophy on life?

11. Would you have my back in a fight?

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

13. What is your favorite memory of us?

14. Would you give me a kidney?

15. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

16. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

17. Can we get together and make a cake?

18. have you heard any rumors of me lately?

19. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

20. Do you think I'm a good person?

21. Would you drive across country with me?

22. Do you think I'm attractive?

23. If you could change anything about me, would you?

24. What do you wear to sleep?

25. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

26. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?

27. Would you hug me?

28. Would you kiss me?

29. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

30. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

yes i have been married to a couple of inanimate objects one was bob and frankie and harry i think one was michael this was in 4th grade so no its wasnt from my my chem obsession

hey guys i dont know whats going on right now ive been rather depressed and am having writer's block I'm sorry but im taking about another week im kind of questioning my faith in well everything rght now i love some who cant and wont love me back i dont know what to do cause they are self destructing and thats leading me to want to do the same sorry to dump this on you but i really needed somewhere to put this and well i couldnt find my journal im so confused with life

its really short but I'm supposed to be reading the merchant of venice sorry loves

This time it was my turn to freak about what to wear. I had no idea what this kid liked and oh my god what was I going to tell my fathers? Luckily Jeffree by this time had memorized my entire wardrobe. As we walked through the mall he told me everything about Charlie and exactly what I should wear but he said I should acquire a new pair of skinny jeans and do something with my hair.
This of course made me start flipping out about what was wrong with my hair? I was so going to die in the next 24 hours.

Always keep this in mind karma is a bitch and when you have a gay best friend he can be too. Not only did Jeffree do to me what I did to him with Matthew but he practically pushed me into Charlie. Charlie turned around just in time to catch me from falling into him. He really was hot. Charlie and I stood there awkwardly until Jeffree took the liberty of introducing us and then slyly walked away.
“Um hi … I um hi,” I managed to stutter out. Charlie smiled and said “You know I don’t bite too hard you don’t have to be scarred.” After about an hour of Charlie and me talking Jeffree reappeared with just about the cutest pair of jeans I’d ever seen. Jeffree smiled at me and then asked if he could check out. When Charlie turned around Jeffree winked at me and threw a glance in the direction of Charlie.
When done checking out my friend Charlie turned back to me, smiled, and said “Would you like to go on a date tomorrow?” I just stared at him in disbelief and Jeffree had to respond for me saying how I’d love to. When we exited the store after Jeffree proceeded to give Charlie my information I thanked him for saving my butt. What would I do without him?

The next day Matthew was practically attached to Jeffree they really were a cute couple. In third period lit Jeffree and I arrived early to make fun of people as they entered the room. “Ew Edna is such a man.” He practically screamed and we both burst into hysterical fits of laughter. “Yeah” I agreed “And she so needs to return her herpes to target.” This sent us into more fits.
Come Saturday we were at the mall with Aunt Hillery shopping for a date, just for the fun of it, and for babies. Aunt Hillery decided that her kid couldn’t wear anything normal so of course we spent a lot of money in hot topic babies. And Jeffree found the perfect top for him after I convinced him that wearing drag on the first date was not a good idea.
We eventually parted ways with Hillery so that she could continue shopping while we looked for some new jeans to show off Jeffree’s fabulous butt.
We walked into another store that I had never been into but Jeffree swore on eyeliner they had the best jeans this side of the Nile so I went in. “Hi can I help you find anything?” Came a voice of some sales clerk from behind me. “No I think we’re …” but I cut myself off when I turned around and came face to face with the hottest guy I had ever seen. “I’m pretty sure my jaw had to be hanging open but I didn’t care who this guy was just so hot.
Jeffree came up behind me and said “Hey Charlie I didn’t know you worked here.” Mr. Sexy looked from me and at Jeffree and stated “Yeah I started last week.” Jeffree seemed to accept this answer and started looking through jeans.
After Charlie had walked away I turned to Jeffree and scream whispered “WHO WAS THAT?!” He laughed and said “Cute isn’t he that would be Charlie Scene he’s a totally cutie, a singer, and last time I checked single.” How was someone like him single? I didn’t care much how but I was determined to change that a.s.a.p.

I had no sooner hung up with Aunt Hillery than the phone rang in my hand. “Hello?” “OhMyGodHe’sGay!” I took me little while to first comprehend who was calling and then what he had said. Jeffree was practically hyperventilating on the other end of the phone. He must have really liked this Matthew kid to be this excited.
“Really oh my god did you ask him out tell me no and I kill you.” “No need to threaten my dear and there was no need to ask him out he asked me.” I was so proud of this kid for simply going out with this kid as a friend let alone earning a date. I was still thinking this through when he started babbling on incoherently but I caught something about shopping and Saturday and told him we could go with my Aunt Hillery who was basically our age.
After a detailed description of his and Matthew’s date I told him I would see him tomorrow. Even though I was so happy for Jeffree I couldn’t help but be a little depressed was everyone meant to fall in love but me? I walked into the living room and Dad and Fajah for once were only watching TV and not on top of each other. They asked who had called and I told them about Jeffree and Matthew they looked at one another and smiled probably thinking of when they first started dating. I didn’t ask wishing to not feel any more depression. Lately I seemed like the type to give drowning lessons maybe I just needed some wheaties.

Okay I know this kid is gay but my god my Fathers have less clothing between the two of them. Wow is all I can say to this kid’s closet and I can’t help but notice the fact that he has some drag. “Like okay I really like this outfit but I think it kind of screams I’m a fairy.” I look up for his music collection to see him in a pair of skinny jeans and Grr hoodie from invader zim. Were we separated at birth?
“Nah it so screams look at me bitch you aren’t getting anything better.” He seemed pleased with this and after two hours he finally chose an outfit. After wishing him luck and helping him apply his eye make up which he so didn’t need help with I left for my house.
When I got home Dad and Fajah were nowhere to be found. I decided to actually do my homework for once. By 6 I was done and went downstairs to see if Dad and Fajah were there. They were and asked me when I got home. Dad’s face looked a little flushed and Fajah seemed to be having a little trouble breathing. Wonder what they were doing. We ordered in Chinese food since neither of them could cook for their lives. All of us had coffee with our food of course. When they got married Frankie acquired Gerard’s habit of at the least four cups a day. And I being their child got the same dependency on the addicting drink.
It was an odd dinner kind of awkward which is unusual for our family. Finally when we were all finishing up Dad looked at Fajah and said “Courtney we need to talk.” I looked between them and couldn’t help but ask “What is Fajah pregnant?” Dad and I laughed while Fajah asked “Why would I be pregnant, why not Dad huh?” “Because I know who wears the pants.” Then we all cracked up.
“No but someone is pregnant. We got a call from your Uncle Ray today and well Aunt Hillery is having a kid.” My mouth dropped open Aunt Hillery pregnant? Ha this should be so funny we were so going to screw the poor kid up. I ran to the phone and got a confirmation on the information just given to me and told her congrats and she told me we were going shopping this Saturday. I told her we just had to bring my new friend and she agreed wanting to meet him. She also said that the kid was a new excuse for her to spend insane amounts of money (like she didn’t do that already) and I said I’d get dad’s credit card. This kid was going to be Satan’s child.

By 7th period which Jeffree and I also had together he ran up to me to inform me that him and Matthew were hanging out tonight. He demanded I come over after school to help him pick out an outfit. I was glad to comply and called Dad and Fajah to inform them where I would be after school. I got no answer and tried to put out of mind what they were doing.

*Frankie’s POV*
“GERARD TELEPHONE IS RINGING!” I screamed too lazy to move over three feet and answer it. “Get it you lazy ass!” Was all I got in response. Being the two year old that I am I just sat there starring at him until it went to the message machine. We had a very intense starring contest going on and I refused to lose. Gerard finally gave in and moved over to see what the message was. Murmuring something along the lines of “you are such a lazy ass.”
My only response being “You love my small lazy ass.” And to this he only nodded. The message told us that Courtney would be going over to Jeffree’s house to help him with something. Hearing we had extra time home alone I went over to Gerard and whispered into his skin “Well what should we do with our time?” A shiver ran down his spine as I licked right below his ear. How I loved to torture him.
We walked up to our room and I immediately pushed him down on the bed and started to work on his belt. Knowing how to undo every single one of his belts it came off rather quickly. After removing his shirt I attacked his chest with my teeth and started to bite lick and nibble all over him. His flawless complexion was soon covered in hickeys that I was proud of. I worked my way down from his chest just a little south. Gerard let out a pent up moan as I kissed his inner thigh. “Please babes stop teasing” he pleaded with me. I made eye contact with him and enveloped him in my mouth while smirking onto him. He screamed my name as he watched my head go up and down. And frankly I couldn’t blame him knowing the sensation of feeling me in him was amazing. I moaned onto him which made him buck his hips up into my mouth. I removed my lips from around him and looked him straight in the eye, I had him right where I wanted him. “Tell me what you want baby.”
“Shit Frankie please stop teasing.” “Tell me what you want or I’ll get up and leave right now.” He shot me a look that just screamed you wouldn’t dare but replied “Fuck Frankie I need you inside me now.” To which I simply states “hum that’s what I like to hear.” And slammed into him so hard he screamed out in pain.
I looked up at the most wonderful man and the world and he gave me a tiny smile telling me it was okay. And then I went to work.

I woke up the next morning to music blasting next to my head and for once I didn’t dread going to school. I hopped out of bed and skipped to the shower excited to spend time with my new friend. As I arrived at school being dropped off by Fajah this time I couldn’t wait for third period, but I didn’t have to. Just as I walked in I found Jeffree leaning against a wall starring at what I thought aimlessly into space. I got but a few feet away from him and said “What are you looking at?”
He seemed to snap out of some sort of trance and wiped at his mouth like he thought maybe he’d been drooling. “What were you looking at?” “Um well I nothing just spacing out.” He stuttered. I gave him that look like I know you’re lying to me. “He lowered his head and pointed over to this guy standing in a group with a lot of other kids but he wasn’t like them he looked like … well like us. I smiled Jeffree had a crush on this kid I just knew it.
“Well who is he?” “His name is Matthew Lush and he is just so DAMN.” I had to agree that kid was pretty hot. “Well have you ever talked to him?” Jeffree looked at the ground and shook his head giving me a no response. “Well you are today.”
After all of Matthew’s friends had left I pushed Jeffree up to Matthew and practically forced Jeffree to speak. I didn’t pay much attention to the conversation but in the end the two seemed to at least be friends.

Jeffree and my fathers ended bonding so much by the end of the night I was pretty sure that they loved him as much, if not more, than me. This time trusting me to ride home with a friend I got to escort Jeffree home. He couldn’t stop talking about how we were all going to have so much fun. Apparently he and I were going shopping this weekend and buying all the latest clothes (wow this kid really is gay) for some dance coming up.
When I got home Dad and Fajah basically jumped me. They kept going on and on about how happy they were that I was happy and the usual parents stuff. I told them I was tired and ran up to my room thinking god we need to get an elevator. I fell asleep looking forward to tomorrow for the first time in a week.

*Gerard’s POV*
“Well I think we made the right choice by transferring her.” I said very matter of factly while sipping my coffee. Yes I realize it was 1 in the morning but hello! Its coffee. Frank looked over at me and said “Yes I’m very proud of us maybe we should get rewards.” Of course I got the flow of his words but its fun messing with him. “And what my dear should we be rewarded with?” Rolling his eyes at me he came over grabbed my wrist pulling me up from my chair and whispered “Well I don’t know about you but you screaming my name is reward enough for me.”
And at this we raced up to the closest room and proceeded to do things to mature for even such young minds. But since when does maturity count. Frank ripped off all of my clothing and his before I even had a chance to blink. “Now Mr. Way do you want it painfully slow or I won’t be able to walk tomorrow fast?”
I smirked at the line he still used after all these years. “I want some slow pain tonight.” And so Frankie started to attach his lips to mine in a movement so slow you’d check to make sure we weren’t in slow mo. He then proceeded to move his lips from mine down my body until he reached the upper half of my stomach where I released my surprise. I flipped us so fast Frankie’s lips were in a perfect O shape. I slammed into him causing him to scream obscenities along with my name.
Choosing my own poison for him I started rocking our hips in a circular but slow movement. He yelled my name and begged with me to increase our pace but I disinclined that request. Clutching my hips so hard as he tried to increase my pace on his own I was pretty sure he would leave bruise marks. After about 10 minutes when he had given up with his pleading and was simply savoring the feeling of me inside him I decided to comply to him after all. I sped up the pace so quickly Frankie’s eyes shot open and he screamed my name so loud I was afraid Courtney might be mentally scarred.
When we were done and had both finished screaming the other’s name I just laid in my lover’s arms. I kissed his cheek and he glared up at me. I replied with my own questioning look and he stated “You are so going to have to carry me everywhere tomorrow.” I giggled and he closed his eyes. We fell asleep like that laying in each other’s arms the perfect demolition lovers.